…Five Action-Steps to Being ‘Taken Seriously’ as Pagans…

in terms of being ‘taken seriously’, i think its more an internal affair then an external affair. within the pagan community there are a few things i would like to see happen as being representative of moving toward spiritual maturity:

  1. education standardization and training opportunities for pagan clergy
  2. establishment of higher education facilities and the means of financially supporting them focusing on pagan courses of study
  3. emphasis on charitable works and creating real infrastructure that would allow for pagan based organizations that conduct direct-charity activities (not just fundraising).
  4. common media presence and informational outlets
  5. expansion of pagan culture in the form of art, literature, music, and performance that specializes in pagan interests and pagan values – in essence, moving pagan culture toward being able to stand independently with its own cultural identity.

i’m less concerned with how other people see us (provided our basic human rights and social privileges are being honored as with any other group) and more concerned with how we conduct ourselves, and what impact we, as a group, have upon our environment and communities.

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…The Heart Sutra…

The Heart Sutra

Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva, when deeply practicing prajna-paramita, clearly saw that the five skandas are all empty, and was saved from all suffering and distress.

Sariputra, form is no different to emptiness, emptiness no different to form. That which is form is emptiness, that which is emptiness, form.  Sensations, perceptions, impressions, and consciousness are also like this.

Sariputra, all things and phenomena are marked by emptiness; they are neither appearing nor disappearing, neither impure nor pure, neither increasing nor decreasing.  Therefore, in emptiness, no forms, no sensations, perceptions, impressions, or consciousness; no eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body, mind; no sights, sounds, odors, tastes, objects of touch, objects of mind; no realm of sight and so on up to no realm of consciousness; no ignorance and no end of ignorance, and so on up to no aging and death, and no end of aging and death; no suffering, accumulation, cessation, or path; no wisdom and no attainment.

With nothing to attain, bodhisattvas rely on prajna-paramita, and their minds are without hindrance.  They are without hindrance, and therefore without fear.  Far apart from all confused dreams, they dwell in nirvana.  All buddhas of the past, present and future rely on prajna-paramita, and attain full, complete realization.  Therefore, know that prajna-paramita is the great transcendent mantra, the great bright mantra, the supreme mantra, the unequalled balanced mantra, that can eliminate all suffering, and is real, not false.

So proclaim the prajna-paramita mantra, proclaim the mantra that says:  ‘gate, gate, paragate, parasamgate, bodhi, svaha!’

just a few notes about heart sutra. the idea of emptiness isn’t exactly what we would consider ‘non-existence’ in the conventional sense. after all, its hard to argue that an object has no conventional existence when one can see, hear, smell, taste, touch, and conceptualize the object in question. however, the buddhist doctrine of conditionality, or dependent arising, shows that all phenomena exist as a direct result of certain causes and conditions – absent which, the phenomena cannot exist. because of this, no phenomena has inherent, independent existence… thus, all are inherently empty. the object that can be seen, heard, smelled, tasted, touched, or conceptualized (form) is dependent upon the causes and conditions necessary for that object to arise. since it has no inherent, independent existence, it is empty. yet, clearly something empty must have some sort of existence on some level lest we couldn’t interact or describe it – so when we can ‘go beyond’ this practical contradiction it becomes apparent that that which is empty and that which is formed are one and the same.

sariputra is a person. he is the one receiving the teaching (sutra). avalokiteshvara bodhisattva (pictured to the right) is the ‘hero’ of the story who, through the practice of prajnaparamita meditation, realizes that the five skandas (form, sensation, perception, impulse, and consciousness) are inherently empty.

prajnaparamita is roughly ‘the perfection of wisdom’ – the class of mahayana sutras to which the heart sutra and diamond sutra belong. prajnaparamita is also personified as a goddess in her own right. known as ‘the book who became a goddess’, she is the buddha of transcendental wisdom.

the mantra of prajnaparamita – gate, gate, paragate, parasamgate, bodhi svaha! – is commonly translated as ‘gone, gone, gone beyond, gone altogether beyond, o awakening svaha!. svaha is a ritual phrase used when making offerings into a fire. it has a similar connotation to ‘blessed be’ or ‘it is done’. like all mantra, the gate mantra is a ‘power-phrase’ that helps one connect to universal truth – in this case the perfection of wisdom. the sutra expounds upon what the essence of wisdom is (form [sensation, perception, impulse, and consciousness] is emptiness, emptiness form) and shows its relevance to the human condition (all buddhas attain complete realization through the perfection of wisdom). hence the sutra and the mantra are connected to awakening the buddhanature within.

-justin

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…Words…Wicca/Witchcraft and Lineage…Do They Really Mean Anything?…

words matter. they serve as identifiers and carry with them a host of associations and dependencies that make communication possible. stretch their meaning too far too quickly, and they become useless as linguistic tools, since the common associations to which we can all identify are broken and are no longer common. words should be chosen carefully, with an eye toward being as specific as possible while still being appropriate for the particular audience.

the flip-side of being too broad and watered-down with terminology is just as problematic. words evolve in common usage over time. new layers of meaning and new associations become part of the connotation of a word as that word ages and gains a broader user base. denying that a word can change over time and insisting upon very strict or outdated meaning is self-defeating – just as with an overly broad usage, insisting on strict, archaic usage that is no longer commonly recognized also breaks the usefulness of the word.

and so you’ve got the argument over the word ‘wicca’. originally it meant something very specific. over time, with a broadening usage base, the meaning has evolved to include more then what it originally meant. some rail against the evolution of the word and fight tooth and nail to keep its ‘purity’… (those folks are destined for irrelevancy). others take it so far that, to them, everything and the kitchen sink is now wicca… (those folks are destined for perpetual incoherence).

the way i see it, the best path for avoiding either extreme (perhaps the ‘middle way’…)  is to be specific where appropriate. if addressing an audience of wiccans, it is more effective to identify oneself as trad wiccan or eclectic wiccan as opposed to just wiccan. if addressing a group of plumbers, on the other hand, well, maybe using ‘wiccan’ without any clarification is sufficient.

in the states, the early way of looking at things was to consider the terms ‘wicca’ and ‘witchcraft’ as synonymous. so back in the ’70′s groups like the american council of ‘witches’ put out documents like the thirteen principles of ‘wiccan’ belief. that has changed – the terms are no longer used interchangeably. secondly, the idea of btw (british traditional wicca) as used in a contemporary manner serves to provide distinction between the eclectic flavor of wicca and the original forms that were imported across the pond and trace their lines right back to gardner. this makes more sense looking at it from an american point of view… english folk wouldn’t really need this kind of distinction anyway, they would have the cultural reference to distinguish pre- and post- gardnerian witchcraft, where ‘murkans wouldn’t.

so the idea of ‘wicca’ vs. ‘witchcraft’ still rages on, along with the notion that RealWicca™ is limited to the lineaged brit trads.  which can cause a bit of pushback where us eclectics try to dismiss the very idea of lineage within the framework of wicca… to that, i shout ‘SILLINESS!’  lineage is an element of our faith… even if its not an element that we personally incorporate into our practice. for an eclectic wiccan to deny that it bears any relevance to the wiccan experience is just factually incorrect. your history is your history, and like it or not, it is what it is. trying to ‘spin’ your roots more to your liking is one thing… but outright rejecting the very people who created what you are trying to embrace and its earliest forms is counterproductive and dishonest.

(photos are of gerald gardner, doreen valiente, and alex sanders – and them folks are important for every wiccan to know… btw or not.)

-justin

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…Of Oaths and Secrecy…

so i’ve been thinking about oathbound traditions and the nature of secrecy in craft knowledge.

for those who have taken oaths, what are the boundaries of your tradition’s particular oaths? what is acceptable to speak about and what constitutes ‘oathbound’ material? when dialoguing about your practice, how closely do you find yourself coming to that dividing line, and do you find that level of secrecy to unduly limit your communication? also, how do you react to or handle conversations that begin to wander into oathbound territory?

for the non-oathbound (disclaimer: i fit into this category), what are your thoughts when someone brings up ‘sorry, oathbound’ as part of a conversation? in your practice, do you commonly encounter situations where you are limited by others secrecy? and is your status as non-oathbound ethical in nature (ie, do you object to the whole idea of ‘oathbound’ craft itself) or due to circumstances (ie, you simply have not had the opportunity to be a part of an oathbound sect)?

and finally, for both oathbound and non, what value do you place on craft secrecy in general? do you find it to be useful and appropriate, or do you think it to be an outdated model?

if you answer as an oathbound, please mention what trad you belong to as i’m interested in seeing the differences between traditions as to what constitutes secret knowledge.

as someone who is, for all intents and purposes, completely open about my spirituality and my practice, i think the etiquette of interacting with other pagans concerning oathbound material is not something that is usually brought up or thought about. for example, if someone were to ask me what my specific quarter call for north is, i would tell them… it would never occur to me that someone else might be offended that they were asked to discuss what, to them, is obviously something that should not be talked about.

i would hope that someone who is oathbound would realize that i, as a nontrad, am not being pushy or ‘begging for secrets’ when i bring that sort of stuff up for discussion, but…  people are funny that way – and tend to take offense when none is offered.

for me personally, the matter of oathbound material and craft secrecy is an issue of trust.  depending upon how much trust i have with the group in question, i would be hesitant to start along the path as an initiate without knowing what the basic expectations are for later levels. in the back of my mind i would be wondering ‘well… if you’re unwilling to discuss what you actually do at third degree; who you call upon, what your ritual actions are, what the expected behavior is… could it be that i might find those things inappropriate or have some moral conflict with them?’ there’s a whole aspect of trickery that comes with secrecy. examples would include the use of sex magic in ritual, drug use, and calling upon external forces and god-forms.

in terms of secrecy of practice, i think its important to infuse your words and actions with your own meaning – so i can understand why some would be loathe to share that process, however, i would be the first to admit that i am very much influenced by the practices of others. everything from why i perform ritual in the first place, to the exact placement of objects to specific hand gestures and chants is directly influenced by the words, deeds, and thoughts of others who have taught me directly, or even indirectly through their own example or through books. i don’t think our practices spring forth from a vacuum (if they did, in my case, there would be a lot less emphasis on reverence of nature, and a lot more on killing my boss…)

another consideration is the perceived ‘value’ of teachings and practices that are widely shared, versus those that are closely guarded and kept hidden.  can spiritual truth lose its truthfulness just because its well known? do the properties of energy change or diminish when they become more fully understood? at what point does general awareness begin to decrease the inherent value of the information or validity of the practice? and if there is a decrease in ‘value’, wouldn’t that counteract the augmenting effects of egregore (see my post concerning egregore here)?  for example, ceremonialists try to tap into the communal ambient energy associated with the constant repetition of certain rituals (i’m thinking lbrp and star ruby), so wouldn’t a more widely spread understanding of these specific practices benefit all practitioners by strengthening the communal energy of these rites?

when all is said and done, though, my ire at spiritual secrecy isn’t so much directed at things such as protecting participants’ identities or keeping private journals, rather at those who use secrecy for image enhancement or those who feel that they are the protectors of knowledge that they have deemed others just can’t handle.  i don’t feel that such ego-work is beneficial to the craft as a whole, or to the individual who uses it as a crutch.

-justin

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…The Craving for Faith…

so reflecting upon past ‘phases’ of my life,  i noticed that one of the recurring themes seems to be what is essentially a need for faith – a deep seated craving to be part of something bigger and better then my current incarnation. i noticed a pattern that when things were balanced and flowing smoothly within my spiritual life, other areas of my life concurrently flow more smoothly as well. and, conversely, when i’m in spiritual crisis, everything else tends to be chaotically hectic. and i also noticed that throughout previous cycles of depression, weight gain, reduction of faith, rinse and repeat; there is always an element of the lack of spiritual fulfillment. i’m starting to think that this lack is not a symptom, but rather a root cause, as the turning point is always some sort of spiritual reconciliation.

so now i’m wondering if its possible that some folks can be ‘hardwired’ for spirituality? that faith, and the exercise thereof is a physical need just as necessary as food, water, and air. i’m willing to entertain the idea that its all due to how certain molecules are aligned and spewing chemicals in my head… although i hope its more than that. i’m also willing to entertain the idea that each person has a ‘true calling’ and for some its spiritual expression… which would assume that there is something doing the calling in the first place.

what prompted this was looking back into past writing and noticing that even during the critical lows, my spirituality has never completely unraveled into the ‘life sucks, there is no god’ temporary atheism – rather i have bottomed out at the ‘life sucks, god doesn’t give a shit’ level. i have never been able to seriously accept the possibility that there is no god and no substance to faith – i don’t understand true atheism, because i haven’t ever really experienced it.

so i’m curious to see how other people react to crises of faith, and is faith an essential need for your well-being or something that ebbs and flows as your life situation changes?

through the looking glass…
-justin

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